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Surrendering to What Is

I did not get the Hay House deal I so craved.
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I found out today.
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I tried.
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Three times my loves.
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Three times.
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But it is not, as yet anyway, meant to be.
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Will I still write the book?
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Yes. 100% yes. I know it needs to be in the world…the means of her birth is irrelevant. All that matters is that she IS birthed.
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That is my only role.
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My calling.
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Lockdown has served my writing well.
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I have gone so deep within myself and learnt so much.
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I’ve healed things I didn’t think possible to heal.
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I’ve changed and yet remain unchanged all the same.
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Because really I have simply uncovered and rediscovered what was always there, waiting for the right moment to appear.
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All this will be woven into the words I will write.
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The resulting book will be very different because of the time I spent inside of my home and inside of myself.
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Sometimes (oftentimes) when things are hard or unexpected or disappointing I’ve learnt it is because the universe had other plans for me.
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A different path.
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A different story.
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I just need to surrender.
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To let go and to accept the path I am actually on (not the one I thought I ‘should’ be).
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Meanwhile, I am being held by the birds and the trees (and by my dear Ewan too of course!), knowing that all is working out in a divine plan and all is well.
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With love dear ones xxx

2 thoughts on “Surrendering to What Is”

  1. Sorry to hear this but I know you’ll not let this stop you writing it! Wishing you all that is positive and loving for the tasks ahead.

  2. Thank you for these precious words. I believe them. I am sure you are going to go deeper than you would have otherwise and offer even more treasure to the world. You also deserve this time of healing rest and refreshment. Be blessed.🙏❤️

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