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It WILL be ok in the end…

…if it’s not ok then it’s not the end…

Don’t you just love when ‘weird shit’ happens…only it’s not weird because you are a shaman and somewhere along the way this has become your normal 🤣

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So yesterday in light of the news of ‘possible new disease in my abdomen’ (what the actual fuck?!) I ask my guides (as you do) to show me a sign that it will be ok… any sign at all…but just make sure it’s a clear one because I’ll be having a perpetual post chemo brain fart for the foreseeable!

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So then I waited…I’m going to be honest, the three hours in pain in the bath until the early hours was not the sign I was particularly after…but then…

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This morning, out of nowhere, one of my fav clients (yes I know we aren’t meant to have favs but come on fellow practitioners…you know the truth 😉) sends me a photo.

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She’s in India where she visits a lot. She knows I love it more than any other place on the planet…and I’ve traveled A LOT(!) so she wanted to send me some love from my fav place.

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But she doesn’t send me just any photo…She sends me a photo of Elephanta Island.

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It seems incentive enough….but unbeknown to her this place is VERY special to me.

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This is not only my fav place in India but it’s also where I had my first ever proper spiritual moment AND where I first had the feeling of ‘I’ve been here before’ …I literally knew what was around every corner…I was buzzing!

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While there Indian people kept coming up to me and stroking me and my hair and taking my photo…it was very odd…the o my time I’d experienced bed this before was in Malaysia when I did a @world_challenge when I was 16.

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I had no idea why and, in truth, was getting a little frustrated with the attention…I wanted to adventure!…but then an older Indian lady came to me and said ‘it’s because your hair is rare here…they think you are lucky and that you bring healing’.

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Not only that…but the date I was there was EXACTLY 10 years to the day since I restarted chemo!…now what are the chances!

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Well if ever there was a sign!!! To be sent this photo…of all photos…with so many powerful messages!…that even my post chemo melted brain can despiser!

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Thank you guides for not just any sign but a big fucking epic neon sign!!!

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I trust you. I trust the guidance. I trust the process.

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And I surrender to it all.

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Namaste, Fi xx

– Note how much black I was wearing…I don’t own any black clothes now! –

5 thoughts on “It WILL be ok in the end…”

  1. Blessings and more blessings…I saw light at the end of the tunnel in your picture. Just don’t be ready for the end anytime soon. Much more joy and happiness for you. It is peaceful when you don’t fear the end. Currently I don’t pray for healing only joy and living to guide me through the exhaustion. No pain for now but I pray yours will be eased. Keep shinning little one.

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