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Inwards and Onwards

My lovelies. Yesterday (NYE) I had my scan – pelvis, abdomen and thorax.

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The results brought unexpected news on many levels.

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I’m processing.

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I’ll be processing for a while.

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The universe has been showing me subtle signs that this is a time for focusing on my healing.

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First I saw this quote “you can’t run a marathon with a broken leg” and it resonated with me on such a deep level because in 2015, after been knocked down by a car, having hip surgery and extended time on crutches I still tried to train for London marathon…in agony.

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I thought I had grown. I thought I had changed. But here I found myself, still trying to do the race before I had allowed myself time and space to heal.

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Then another whisper. I heard the quote “recovery first, then rescue”.

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I’d spent so much time since my diagnosis trying to help others while forgetting that I need to help myself first.

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So, now I must go and rest and heal and recover – emotionally, mentally, physically.

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I won’t be online for a while. I will be focusing on myself. I will be focusing on my healing.

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I will still be writing yes. It is a key factor to my healing. But I may not share it for a few weeks or more.

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I need this time.

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I’ll be back…before you know it.

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Meanwhile, stay loving, stay kind, stay hopeful.

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I love you.

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Always.

8 thoughts on “Inwards and Onwards”

  1. We all need to focus on our healing. As much as many of us get so much from your posts you need to do what is right for your health. Look after yourself and thank you for what you have given so far. Sending you love x

  2. Sounds difficult. 😉
    Be good to yourself, Focus on you. Sending my bestest wishes for a great 2020 for you and Ewan 😘

  3. Wishing you all the Love & Happiness for 2020. Good to hear you are taking time out to focus on you. ❤️

  4. Always listen to your body and take all the time you need and can have to yourself and Ewan and yes write only when u can much love 💕💕

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