Week three of not being able to eat…1.5 stone lighter…desperate times call for desperate measures so I’ve now been prescribed high calorie drinks by my GP. They are actually surprisingly tasty but not quite the three course meal I’d rather be eating 💖
I am beginning to feel really weak and really miss eating! This gets my down more than any of the other stuff. I just want to be able to enjoy a normal thing like a meal and stop feeling like a ‘cancer patient’ all the time!
I am trying to eat but it’s a slow and painful process rather than the enjoyable treat it once was. I hope this passes…my oncologist assures me that once I start chemo I will start to notice improvements and be able to eat properly again. I really hope she’s right! This is driving me crazy and making me so sad.
love and light, Fi xx